on the job training. infractions got me removed from the department. eventually retired for the company realizing that the communication skills needs to be worked on but I got a lot of experience and learned a lot of things from this 10months here which I can use to be more useful in me demand more at my new place and maybe able to use to get a job in my field you never know. so you have to see the good in the bad.
my resume looks a lot sexier because of this experience though :) so I am very grateful and I also need the break as the demanding ness of the work prevent me from making personal life progress and as you may see with be being let go of the job I lost all the job benefits so a job so if you focus all on the job when you lose the job you lose every thing as you lose its (its more complex than this but this is the basic version for now).
P.s was supposed to say 44th week