The crumbling. The collapsing. The falling away of people, places, and things. Things in your world aren’t crumbling because the Universe is punishing you…

Your soul is craving growth and summoning you.🔥💖

In my own seasons of dissolve, I spent years ( geezuz, right?) waiting around for things to hopefully come back to me, for me to feel worthy of others love again, and to receive clarity around wtf was wrong with me and what was I doing WRONG to seemingly keep getting kicked in the back of the knees again and again..

I allowed myself to become absorbed in the “why” of everything falling away and put the majority of the blame on myself (and some on others), even though I couldn’t understand it from any angle anyways..

I degraded myself so much that wasn’t able to move forward in much of anything.. All passions and pursuits were put on pause as I patiently waited for others and other things to “come around”. To truly see me. To truly hear me. To love me unconditionally and not expect “old Sarah” from me.

But they didn’t.

And that’s okay.🧡

But it wasn’t until I woke up and realized that everything and everyone was still continuing on in the game of life and in what they wanted to do-all while I was permanently putting my life on pause waiting around for who knows what to come back..

I gave in to distraction and defeat and days on days of unexpected depression.. for longer than I wish I had..

but it’s all okay because the beautiful thing is..

I FINALLY CAME BACK TO ME.

I was provided such depth, space, and isolation that would finally push me to the edge, and provoke me to return to MYSELF.

Because if we can’t manage to pour into ourselves, we can’t truly pour into anyone else.

Let alone tap into our destiny..

Our souls are not here to be daily doormats for others priorities, roles, emotions, and expectations.

Our souls are here to honor OUR OWN growth.

First and foremost.

And when we can’t manage to get there ourselves, our souls will create little collapsings all around to help initiate it.

So open up to the crumbling my loves- you’re not crazy or alone, I promise😘😘