I bought this microphone and decided to record more podcasts. I always want to take podcasts more seriously. My fear always got in the way. I feared my English not being fluent enough. I feared my content would get negative comments. I feared I might not have any audience. Of course, I understand there's absolutely no reason to have these fears and I gotta just publish it! But fear is real. I want to be an example for more people. It's okay to have some fears but you don't ever give up trying to overcome the fear. You can take your time. Waiting can be painful. But it gives us more power later. 

Thanks for listening. 

Carl Xiao

uploaded on 03/15/23 

recorded on 11/23/22