I won't lie, everyone, this isn't going to be your jolly holiday episode. This is a pretty in-depth look at my teenage years. Stories on struggling with my sexuality (bringing on pretty serious depression), basketball becoming my saving grace, coming out to my parents as I went into college - you know, sunshine and daisies. Please keep in mind that if you are struggling with depression, please call the national suicide hotline at 800-273-8255. If not this, please talk to someone close to you or someone you trust.