In this deep soul share, I start by sharing with you the name that Spirit gave me for my first child. That name was faith, and after I lost that child to adoption, I also lost faith in my own relationship to Creator.

In fact, I hustled for my worth and hustled for provision. Recently, I've been on a journey - physical, emotional, mental, spiritual - to unblock further aspects of creation consciousness and to integrate projections of scarcity that no doubt were so linked to such a rift of loss in my young life.

This past week was another full-circle moment for me, a soul integration piece happened when I traveled back home to the crucible of family judgement as well as to see my daughter, two decades later, and to look at the evidence of faith before me.

Themes:

Story, soul, creation consciousness, false masculine, religion, sacred masculine & feminine, womb healing, IUD and reproductive rights, adoption, choice, providence, family of origin, faith, personal truth