LYRICS:

From a place that I can’t describe, so deep inside

That’s it’s something like a distant cousin to suicide

I could never think of that, never on the brink of that

But if you at the bar and at the bottom where you sitting at

I’m across from you at the table with a pen and nap-

kin, writing letters to god this what I asked him:

How I get out of this corner that I been backed in

How am I not the performer that I was back then

I admit, holding back some of my rap shit

Cuz the hardest shit I recorded got no reaction

They said it’s too complex, despite the passion

Plus it wouldn’t hit complex, without the traction

Silly me, how could I be anything but really me

I really see, they wanna steer you wrong, that’s how it really be

Imagine working so hard & you can’t cut through

Fucks with ya whole life like a uncle that touched you

I ain’t really get that line when ‘Ye said it

Now I get they gotta live it before they get it

I get it, my path unique and it’s something prophetic

I write it down, then believe, and I’m destined to get it

But why this chapter that I’m reading feel so embedded

And how could people so deceiving say I’m indebted

I always seen what they can’t see, the reason I bet it

And still nigha ain’t receiving, reason I’m checking with you

If it ain’t speaking truth, what I’m destined to do?

I thought investing in you, was the best thing to do

I’m watching everybody eat, while I’m stretching these noodles

Nighas that I’ve introduced cuz the work that I do

Suddenly, they best friends, trynna skip me like Uno

People winning cuz my presence infectious and you know

It’s cool tho, ain’t never needed no kudos from putos

A nigha va seguir pa’ lante y yo te lo juro

Imagine, 14 years trynna master the page

Why put in, 14 years if I’m after some pay?

No matter how far it appeared I paid you the wage

Why set me on a path, if it ain’t making a way?

I’m trynna get an understanding here

At least show me where to go while standing here

Before my Elon Musk ways start to vanish here

It’s Win or Perish god, and I been famished here

Do you not speak English or Spanish here?

Am I wrong, cuz the village got me banished here?

Even speaking truth to you I’m risking some damage

They cuffing me with paperwork, hard not to panic here

Following my heart & being good is how I landed here

I rose but it’s looking like jack on Titanic here

Banging on ya door losing feeling in my hand in here

Gotta go, but I wrote it down on a napkin here

Hey, uhh bartender..

Thank you.

Nah that’s for you, keep the change.