Thanks for Listening as I try to Explain When, How & Why I was being Programmed How to Think, What to do & What to Believe, all during Suffering from Cognitive Dissonance. While Deprogramming I Discovered I was giving Part of my Will & Life to the CARE of this Program I didn't fully Believe In. I wasn't Willing to Surrender all of my LIFE to any Person, Thing Or Organization. It Takes COURAGE to UNPLUG from the MATRIX ( Religious/Governmental ) CULT.