His Grace shares with us a Prayer of Repentance that can be found in Homily 16 of the Ascetical Homilies of St. Isaac the Syrian as well as Discourse 4 of John of Dalyatha:
O Master Lord Jesus Christ, who wept for your friend Lazarus and shed tears of sorrow and compassion upon him, accept the tears of my bitterness.
Through your passions heal my passions; through your wounds cure my wounds; through your blood purify my blood, and mingle with my body the fragrance of your life-giving body.
Let the gall, which was given to you by the enemies, sweeten my soul from bitterness, given to me by the adversaries.
Let your body, which was stretched on the tree of the Cross, make my mind, pulled down by the demons, fly towards you.
Let your head, which you bowed on the Cross lift up my head, smitten by the opponents.
Let your all-holy hands, which were nailed by the godless on the Cross, raise me from the chasm of perdition and bring me towards you, as your most holy mouth has promised.
Let your face, which receives spats and spittles by the cursed ones, bring a shine to my face, sullied by my sins.
Let your soul, which you, while on the Cross, offered to your father, lead me towards you by your grace.
I do not have a painful heart to seek after you; I do not have repentance nor contrition which bring the children back to their inheritance; I do not have, O Master, entreating tears.
My mind has darkened by worldly and material things and is not capable of look at you with pain.
My heart has turned cold from the multitude of temptations and cannot warm itself with the tears of love for you.
But you, O Lord Jesus Christ, the treasury of good, grant me complete repentance and a painful heart, so I may go out searching for you with all my heart.
Without you, I am stranger to any good.
Thus, grant me, O good one, your grace; let your Father, who, before all ages and eternally, has begotten you from his bosom, renew in me the form of your image.
I have forsaken you, but do not forsake me; I have come out away from you, so come out in search for me, and lead me into your pasture, numbering me among the sheep of your excellent flock and feeding me together with them the grass of your divine mysteries whose haunt is the pure heart and in which the illuminations of your revelations is seen, bringing consolation and refreshment to those who work hard and suffer afflictions and various griefs for you.
Make us worthy of this illumination through your grace and love of man, our Savior Jesus Christ, now and ever and unto the ages of ages. Amen.
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