May is two words sharing a spelling. One is a month. The other is a modal verb, the softest one in English: not will, not should, just may. The month is named for Maia, the Roman goddess of growth. The verb is what we use when we are being honest about not knowing.
Read the essay: https://papers.aesthetic.computer/aesthetic-may-26-essay.pdf
More readings + papers: https://papers.aesthetic.computer