Affilurun Harime

Their wild eyes searching me for awhile

While my eyes don’t smile

Smile of my lips

Is seen from a mile

Mile of distance

I force a smile

Awkward me

I’m so weird

Odd circumstance

My teeth

are seen

while

I hide my fears

and tears

It’s not long; Just for awhile

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#poem

What! You’re curious like a cat, huh.

You wanna know about me. Huhu...

Well, curiousity kill the cats. Duh!

Yes, I like BlackPink. Ddu-du Ddu-du!

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#poem #curious #cat

#BlackPink #DduDuDduDu

I stopped wallowing in self-pity;

I rather sympathise others; Sympathy.

I’m an empath with high empathy;

I’m still waiting for miracle; Serendipity.

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#poem #pity #sympathy #empathy #serendipity

The clock keeps ticking

Tick tock x2

Keeps ticking

Tick tock x2

Time passed so fast

in busy daily life

Let past just passed

Lead a worry-free life

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#TickTock #clock #time #poem #song

nic ~

I imagine you’ll chase me, run fast like Sonic

It’s like you take an energy-drink or tonic

I imagine you’ll buy for me a tunic;

You’ll wear tux; We’ll dance; The music is harmonic.

I imagine we will have a hydroponic

garden. We only eat-clean; Organic

I imagine the house is clean; Hygienic;

Only the lawn is dirty; It’s so ironic

I imagine we’ll go out on a scenic...

drive; Then, we have a picnic.

I imagine you’ll take me to a clinic.

I suffer with nerve-pain; It’s painful; Chronic?

I imagine you’ll know that I’m schizophrenic

and it seems that you are manic.

I imagine you’ll tell me to not get panic

when you lost your cool; So ironic.

© Nuruliffa Emirah

*To my #Soulmate (Someone who I haven’t met except in day-dreams while awake & night-dreams while sleeping) @ Mr. Goggle / Romantic Diver (in a Youtube video) Hm...Hope I can meet him one-day & hopefully soon. Huhu...

#MrGoggle #RomanticDiver #Mr #Goggle #Romantic #Diver #Youtube #video

#poem #I #Imagine #Imagination #Sonic #tonic #tunic #harmonic #hydroponic #organic #hygienic #ironic #scenic #picnic #clinic #chronic #schizophrenic #manic #panic

I’m not a Normal Person.

I suffer with mental-illness

plus Nerve-Pain.

It’s No Problem.

I’ll turn the ‘life’s book’ a New Page.

It’s obvious; Allah taught me more than a lesson.

I’m still waiting for rainbow of wellness after the nerve-racking rain.

I don’t wanna go to an asylum.

I’ll control myself; No more rage.

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#poem #Normal #Person #Nerve #Pain #No #Problem #New #Page

Assalamualaikum; Salam Jumaat.

Setiap hari solat fardhu 17 rakaat.

Membaca Al-Quran dengan Qiraat.

Kita sebagai hambaNya mesti taat.

Dia, Allah perhatikan kita setiap saat.

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#puisi #Islamik #salam #Jumaat #Allah

Hidup dan mati ini hanyalah kerna Dia;

Kerna sememangnya kita semuanya milikNya;

Ikhlaskan niat, lakukan kerna Dia;

Sampai suatu masa nanti, kita akan kembali kepadaNya.

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#lagu #Dia #Nya #hidup #mati

Tepati janji dan pegang amanah.

Usah dibiarkan harapan punah.

Jaga kata-kata; Ia ibarat panah.

“Wahai zauj, pimpinku ke Jannah.”

Senja; Bila matahari mulai terbenam.

Sungguh ku rasa takut jatuh terjunam.

Seriau membayangkan jenazah tertanam.

“Ya, Allah! Jauhkan ku dari Jahannam”

© Nuruliffa Emirah

#puisi #Islamik #Jannah #Jahannam

Aku

bukan sesiapa

Cuma insan biasa

Siapakah aku yang sebenarnya?

Aku sendiri pun tak pasti

Yang ku tau, aku seorang manusia

Bukan Tuhan, bukan malaikat, bukan nabi; bukan!

Sama seperti kalian, aku juga ialah hamba Allah

Bahkan ku sedari, aku tidak sempurna; Terlalu banyak kekurangan

Tiada insan yang sempurna pun, kerana kesempurnaan ialah milik Allah

Allah swt sahaja yang Maha Sempurna; TanpaNya, hidup tak lengkap

Aku hanya bergantung harap kepada Dia dan bukanlah kepada makhluk ciptaanNya

© Nuruliffa Emirah

*Translation:

I’m a nobody. Just a person. Who I really am? I’m not sure, either. What I know, I’m a human. Not God, Not angel, not prophet; Not! Just like you, I’m also servant of Allah. Plus, I realize, I’m not perfect. No is perfect though because perfection only belong to Allah. Only Allah swt the Ever Perfect. Without Allah life is incomplete. I only rely on Allah, not to any of The Creator’s creations! #puisi #poem #nobody #Allah #Islam