this episode appreciates my perspective of self as nonbinary and the continued mystery of that experience as I realize how well I identify with agenderism from the part of my self-concept I consider cyborg or psychologically digitized. my over-arcing gender identity of nonbinary has nuance of agender and gender-anarchism, interlaced with deeply complex and ambivalently coded memories of being a tomboy and frequently occupying inverted gender or power dynamics

*Note that [agenderism because cyborgs aren't biological] serves as a compression file of episodes:

31 labors of love

32 socially constructed reality

33 joyfriendship is the best friendship