Nick Lowry describes how he didn't have much to think about when it came to his relationship to Allah (God). On this Episode he describes how his Environment, Experiences and Upbringing influenced his beliefs into uncertainty of the Existence of Allah, which made him avoid this subject from his Childhood until his Spiritual Awakening. When that happened, questions started slowly to rise up back again. Especially this following Question. " How can The Divine be in control, while I'm in Control?"