How often have you felt alone, misunderstood, suffering for righteousness, living the Word to the best of your revelation, and cried out, "I don't like this! Can I have friends? Why am I so different?"
The reason is simple. You, like Saul who became Paul, have met, received, and communed with Jesus, the Son of God raised from the dead by God's power. Jesus embodies and reflects heaven and now so do you!