Jakob had many gifts, was determined and looked for fame. He shines the blessing of the firstborn. But the blessing struck in curse and he had to flee in front of his brother. Outside abroad, in the middle of the night, he probably went some questions and worries through his head, which you certainly know: "What should I do? Who am I still, now where I have nothing more?" It is difficult to endure these questions at all. We struggle with God, struggle for answers. Jakob is an example of how God lets this struggle create great. And what God did for Jacob, he does for you too. You can openly and honestly hurl the most existential questions - he can handle it and will answer you.