re: state benefits, disability advocates, Telehealth therapy, lack of trauma-informed neurodiverse oppression-informed social services and mental health approaches, the inadvisability of relying on spoken word for benefit support as well as disability advocacy and support services. Wall-to-wall burnout, overwhelm. frustration that for years no matter how much I learn and how many communication skills I practice, recipients do not grow smarter, more receptive, or reserve more effort and care to seek to understand me. I guess I’ll go stim until this breaks, like my patience and calm and administrative agencies and everything else. I’M MAD AS HELL AND WOULD LIKE AN ALTERNATIVE TO TAKING IT ANYMORE. RIGHT NOW PLEASE.