The hardest thing I had to do in life so far is heal what I didn't hurt which is my lineage. I don't mind being the black sheep, lost sheep, or whatever sheep people want to call me. One thing I will not be is the damn sheep that carried out transgenerational trauma as if it's a trophy worth flashing out. All the darkness that has been hidden will be brought to the light. I am not protecting what have hurted many within my bloodline for years. The evilness ends with me. I am the change that I wish to have experienced within my bloodline. I am a new breed of a new family tree, rather I birth children or not. There is someone who will birth a pure bloodline because of my testimony which will sparked enough fire to cleanse theirs!