Annie Rejects Her Shame: Part 1.
Annie finally rejects her abstinent life, and
finds how much joy a cock can bring her.
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Oh my God it feels so hot in my hand; and how can it be this
hard and this soft feeling at the same time?
These are the thoughts racing through my mind, as I feel a real
live cock in my hands for the first time. I know what you are
thinking, You are 19 years old Annie, and you are pretty hot looking;
so how can this be the first time you have had a cock in your hands?
First, thank you for saying I'm hot. As a petite red head with a
larger than normal pair of tits, I think I'm pretty hot also, but it
is always nice to hear it. Second, I was raised in a very religious
home, and sex was absolutely forbidden. In fact, my mother even made
a habit of checking my panties and bed sheets to make sure that I
wasn't masturbating. Yes, I realize now how twisted that sounds. But
it was how I was raised, to think that self-pleasure and sex were
mortal sins. Hell, even now I feel guilty every time I touch myself.
Not to mention that right now, I am feeling pretty wrong emotionally,
about this cock in my hands.
Although I am feeling the guilt from years of conditioning, I
can't help feeling a rush of excitement all through my body, as I
squeeze and rub this thick cock. I am assuming it is thick. I have no
basis for this judgment because, as I said several times already,
this is my first cock. All I know is that I can't get my small hand
around it and when I stack both of my hands, there is still all of
the big swollen head left sticking out. My God that head looks big. I
catch myself thinking that it looks like the helmet of one of those
stormtrooper guys from Star Wars. I have to swallow the laugh that is
threatening to burst out of me.
I trace my fingers around that big helmet, and I am surprised at
how smooth the skin is. I trace my finger along the groove in the
front and the whole cock Jumps in my hands. I look up at the guy's
face, wondering if I did something wrong or hurt him or something. I
see that he has his eyes squeezed shut tightly and his mouth is open
in an audible moan. I make a mental note that this is a good thing.
At this same time, I feel and see liquid leak out of the cock's slit.
I touch it and I like how slick it feels on my fingers. I rub it
between my thumb and finger and relish the slick feeling. Then I run
my slick fingers around the smooth cock head. I love how
slippery it feels on the smooth skin of the head. I trace my slick
fingers all around the edges of the cock's helmet.
It is like I am trying to memorize every detail of my
fascinating new plaything.
I run my other hand down to the bottom of his shaft and discover
his balls. I cup them and feel them move around in their soft
wrinkled sack. I roll them around in my fingers, enjoying how they
move so fluidly. I sort of ring my fingers around behind them and
pull them down, enjoying how the sack stretches tight and I can feel
the balls hard in my hand. I squeeze, just to see what this will feel
like. The guy almost screams out, Oh my God, Yes, when I do that. I
make another mental note, that this is a good thing. Then I wonder,
what will happen if I squeeze his balls at the same time as I rub my
finger along his tender groove? Fuck yes. he screams out, as I try
Well, that confirms my thesis, I smile to myself and continue to
gently pulse his big full balls in one hand, while teasing his
sensitive head with my other. I think to myself, I am so glad that he
likes this because I really love how this feels for me when I am
doing it. I start to wonder,
"How the Hell, have I never heard about how amazing
cocks and balls feel?
I have talked with quite a few other girls about their
sexual experiences, and I can't remember a single one telling me how
amazing cocks felt in their hands.
I think to myself as I really concentrate on the feeling of
this cock and those full balls in my hands.
Then the thought enters my head, If it feels this good in my
hands, how will it feel in my mouth? I immediately hear my mother's
voice in my head chastising me, You should be ashamed of yourself
Annabeth, for even thinking such a thing.
Then I tell the guilt wielding mother in my head, Shut the fuck up
Mother and it is Annie Nobody calls me Annabeth anymore. Then I show
her that she is no longer the boss of me, as I take this big cock
into my mouth. Well, to be honest, I take the head and maybe another
inch or so in my mouth. My God, this thing is big. Are they all This
big? I wonder to myself as I feel that swollen thick head push into
the soft spot at the roof of my mouth.
I pull my mouth off of it enough, so that I can suck my lips
around the helmet. I run my tongue around the smooth head, as I suck
my cheeks around it. Oh my God, this feels so exciting and so
naughty, I think to myself as I feel like I will pee myself from the
overwhelming exhilaration. I am suddenly yanked from my moment of
bliss, when I feel the guy's hands grab my head almost violently.
Again, thinking that I hurt him, I try to pull my mouth off of his
cock. He latches on even harder and almost begs, No, Please don't
stop keep doing That
Relieved that I am not doing it wrong, I go back to doing what I
was just doing. As I run my tongue around his smooth head and down
the shaft as far as I can reach my tongue, I moan around the cock, as
I recover my overwhelming feeling of exhilaration at the feel of this
cock on my lips, and on my tongue, and on the fleshy insides of my
cheeks. I slide all of them over and around this cock, as I
rediscover the feeling of his big balls in my hand.
Overcome by the sensations of this cock in my mouth, I can't stop
my other hand from sliding under my skirt and into my thong. Um, I am
so fucking wet. I push two fingers into my wet pussy. My pussy feels
so wet and squishy and warm around my fingers. I wonder if this is
what his cock feels when it is in my mouth. I start to imagine that
my fingers and his cock are the same. I start to push my mouth on his
cock more and more, as I push my fingers deeper and deeper inside
myself. I move up and down on his cock at the same speed as I am
pushing my fingers into me. When I begin to gag myself by forcing his
cock into my mouth so fast and so deep, I realize how fast and
desperately I am finger fucking myself. It is at that exact moment
that I push myself over the edge and cum Streaming around his cock.
I didn't realize how close he was, until at that same time, I feel
his cock swell even larger and twitch in my mouth as I feel hot
surges hitting the back of my throat. Because I am in the middle of
I feel his cum continue to shoot directly down my
throat.
I can actually feel it coating my throat.
Then I start coughing uncontrollably, because, as I was
riding my overpowering orgasm, I was also desperately gasping for
breath. I hope I didn't breathe his cum into my lungs. For a fleeting
moment, I wonder if it is possible to drown from cum in my lungs?
As I get control of my breathing, I realize that I am not going to
drown. I am twice as relieved, knowing that my mother will not have
to recover my body from the university, after learning that I died by
drowning in cum, as I sucked the cock of a guy I just met. Jeff or
Jake or is it Jim? I am pretty sure it is a J name. I hope it is the
overpowering orgasm I just had that is keeping my brain from
recalling his name, and not the fact that I am a total slut who sucks
the cock of a guy she doesn't know the name of.
As I contemplate how much of a slut I really am, I start to think,
"Well, if I am going to condemn myself for being a
slut, I might as well go all the way.
In that moment, I decide that I am getting fucked for the
first time. Well, that is if this guy J.. something, can get his cock
hard again. Realizing the decision is in my hands literally I am
holding his softening cock in my hand I start to slowly squeeze and
Figuring that I should get J J J-dog involved in the decision, I
"Um, I loved how your cock felt in my mouth I would
love even more to feel what he is like in my pussy You want to feel
your big, thick cock deep inside me?
Fuck Yeah, he enthusiastically agrees. Then in a more subdued way
he adds, But you got to give me a minute You know to get ready
I do in fact know what he means. I can feel his cock in my hand,
clearly not ready to do the pushing that I so desperately need right
now. It is not an unpleasant feeling though. I actually really enjoy
the soft, flexible feeling of his cock in my hand. It is not fully
soft, but just hard enough to weigh heavily in my hand. I squeeze it
and I love the way it compresses. It feels like a very warm stress
toy. I realize how much I would love to have a cock in this exact
state, when I am stressed in class or doing an assignment in my dorm.
I shake it and flop it around in my hand and love the way it moves.
I am suddenly jealous, that guys get to have these things with
them all the time. Then I wonder if they hold them and squeeze them
when they need stress relief?
He taps me on the head and rips me from the labyrinth of my
twisted thoughts. It is then that I realize that his cock is Very
much up for the task at hand again, my hand
Don't you think you should take off your clothes? Or do you just
want me to bend you over and flip up your skirt? he asks me.
Oh My, I think to myself, as I suddenly get the image in my head
of him forcing me over the arm of the couch and taking me from behind
like an animal. Battling with myself in my mind, I think I should
lead him to think I am a lady and do this in a dignified manner.
However, I realize that I fucking need this Bad and I need it Now.
Standing up, I reach under my skirt and almost tear my thong as I
pull it off my hips and down my legs. Then I turn toward the arm of
the couch and lean over it, as I spread my legs. As I turn to look
back at him, the desperate look on my face, is all the answer he
I keep looking back as he aims his cock toward my wet, waiting,
and Very willing pussy. He doesn't even use his hands as he pushes it
against my swollen and Very sensitive pussy lips. He moves back and
forth slightly, making his cock slide along my wet groove. Oh my God,
the feeling of the big smooth head is even more amazing against the
lips of my pussy, than it was against the lips of my mouth. I squeeze
my pussy, trying to kiss it to suck it into me I feel his cock start
to push my lips open. I realize that he is not moving, it is me, who
is moving back, desperately trying to fuck myself onto his cock. I
feel him slightly pull back with each of my thrust back. I look up to
see him grinning at the desperate look on my face. I finally beg out
"Please put it in Please fuck me Please Fuck me Now
Without a word he pushes his cock right into me. I gasp out loud
as I literally feel like all of the air is pushed out of my lungs. I
am not sure how deep he went with that first thrust, but I feel like
I am impaled on the damn thing. I feel so full that I am afraid I
will tear in half, if he pushes any deeper. Surprisingly, it is not
painful though. Luckily for both of us, I broke my hymen in a tragic
accidental fall on a dildo Okay, I was masturbating. I said my mother
made me feel guilty about it. I never said that I didn't do it. And
thank God that I did. This may be the first real cock inside me, but
it is Definitely not the first time I have had cock like objects
inside me. And my God, the number of cock like objects I have inside
me Well, let's just say I have been training Very hard for this
Yet, for all of the training I have done, None of it compares to
what this feels like for real. Fuck, the heat and hard flexibility of
this cock inside me It is almost indescribable. I feel like he is
entering my soul. I feel like his cock is in control of my body and
mind. I want this I want this a Lot. Then, just when I am deciding
that this feeling is better than anything I can imagine, he starts to
move slowly out and then back in and it gets better Much better. I
feel like he is turning me inside out, as he slowly pulls his cock
out of me. Then he holds it with just the head inside me, keeping me
spread so wide. I get desperate for more. Why the Fuck is he holding
I look back pleadingly. I see him smile at me with a devilish grin
and then, Slam, he pushes all the way back inside me. Three things
I feel him pound deep inside me.
His big heavy balls Slap against my WAY oversensitive clit.
I actually see stars and lose control of my legs as I cum so hard
that I am afraid I popped a blood vessel in my head.
I am not sure if I lose consciousness, but as I ride the
most amazing orgasm of my life, I feel like I am flopping around like
my whole body is made of jelly, as he continues to hammer away in and
out of me. When I feel fluids gushing out of my pussy, I am
mortified, thinking that I must have lost control of myself and peed
all over his cock, balls and thighs.
He suddenly stops fucking, with his cock half inside me. I am
afraid that he is grossed out by my loss of control. I am sure that I
will be humiliated when everyone at the university hears about "Annie
the incontinent slut . Then he surprises me by saying,
Fuck Yeah You're a squirter. I never fucked a squirter before.
That was fucking amazing.
That shit splashed out of you so hard, I felt like someone
turned a hose on me.
With my face so red that I am sure it is glowing, I ask him, So
you are not grossed out by That?
Fuck No, he answers and then starts pushing his cock back in and
out of me. I am embarrassed by the loud squishing and squelching
sounds his cock is making as he fucks in and out of me. Then I feel a
weird new feeling. It is like there is a surge of water into me with
each thrust in, and a much stronger suction with each pull out. As I
realize that I am building to another orgasm, he warns me, I got to
tell you, after I cum once, I can keep going for a Very long time
after. The thoughts of this amazing cock fucking me for a Very long
time, sends waves of exhilaration through me and I Clench around his
"Give me All you got
Fuck me hard and long
fuck me until I can't walk.
My spontaneous haiku has the desired effect, and he Slams into me
so hard that his hips Slap on my ass and it stings like he spanked me
with his hand. I feel him grab my hips with both hands. He grabs so
hard that I can feel his fingers dig into the soft flesh in the
hollows of my hip bones. Then just as quickly he releases them, and I
feel his hands reach up to unbutton my blouse. Feeling him fumbling
with them, I reach up and take over. I quickly have the buttons
undone and I wildly flap my arms trying to throw the blouse off of
As my blouse finally flies off my wildly flailing arm, I feel his
hands grab my bra clasp and almost violently pull it open. Leaning
forward like I am, the bra Snaps open and falls down my arms. My 36 F
tits that were straining hard against my bra, are now free and wildly
flapping their wings trying to fly away. Well, more flopping than
flapping. With each of his hard thrusts into me, I feel my heavy tits
bounce forward and Slap against my neck and shoulders. Then I feel
them recoil and Slap back against my rib cage and under my arms. Yes,
in case you missed it, they are all natural and definitely out of my
He is relentlessly fucking me, and I can already feel my heavy
tits start to ache from their wild flopping and bouncing. I am about
to reach up to catch them with my hand and arm, to try to stop the
bouncing, when I feel him reach around and cup each of my tits in his
hands. I feel him hold them just enough, so that that they jiggle and
bounce in his hands. The rubbing of my nipples on his palms is
driving me fucking insane. He Squeezes my tits and weighs them
appreciatively, as he tells me, You ve got fucking amazing tits. I
love these big fucking tits.
Then for emphasis, he takes my nipples between his fingers and
thumbs, and pulls, and rolls, and Pinches them, which pushes me over
a cliff I wasn't even sure I was standing next to. Fuck, I Scream out
loud, as once again I feel my fluids gush out of me and my arms give
out, as I fall on my face, having another overwhelming orgasm. As my
pussy squeezes and spasms around his cock inside me, I keep getting
electric shocks of overstimulation, which makes my orgasm continue
like a series of explosions that won't end. All I can think about is
the overpowering pleasure and the feeling of that cock filling me and
touching me so completely. I have never done drugs, but I imagine
this feeling of euphoria must be what drug addicts feel. I know right
then and there that I will need to feel this all the time, from now
I am suddenly pulled from my post orgasm bliss, by a new
sensation. As he continues to slowly push in and out of my pussy, he
starts to lightly tease my sensitive ass hole with his thumb. It
feels like he is thrumming my sensitive ring with his thumb, like it
is a guitar string or something. There is something very naughty and
very exciting about it. It is also sending electric shocks of
excitement through my entire body with each thrum of his thumb. Each
thrum seems to short circuit my brain and it also seems to excite
every nerve inside my already overstimulated pussy. I feel my
excitement being driven higher and higher. I feel like it will become
too much for my body and mind to handle, and I will fucking explode.
Fuck, I Scream out, as he changes from a thrumming of my ass hole
to a thumping of his thumb on it. Oh my God I have Never felt
anything like this, and it is making my entire body twitch and spasm
with each thump. He is doing it at a faster pace now and I can almost
feel my pulse beating faster to match his thumping pace. I suddenly
realize that I am loudly moaning in a rhythmic pattern, Oh, Oh, Oh,
Oh, Oh, over and over, with each thump of his thumb on my ass hole. I
also realize that I am pushing back onto his cock desperately to meet
his cock pushing into me, at the same pace. I also feel myself
pushing back onto that fucking thumb, that is driving me insane.
Feeling how positively my body is reacting to his teasing, on the
next thump, he doesn't stop. He pushes his thumb right past my tight
ring. I loudly Gasp, Oh, as I feel his thumb Pop past my tight ass
hole. I notice immediately how wet and slippery his thumb is, from
all of the fluids I recently squirted all over him. I also notice
that his thumb doesn't feel anything like I thought it would. I had
thought about anal sex before, but always dismissed the idea because
I imagined that it would hurt quite badly. But this this feels Very
different than I feared it would. As I start to squeeze my ass around
his thumb, sort of getting a better feel of my sudden intruder, I
realize that he is slowly pushing and pulling it in and out of me, in
time to his cock's motion in my pussy. I realize that I Really like
I start to grind back again, pushing his cock and thumb into me
harder and faster. I suddenly feel a desperate need for more. I want
him fucking me deep and hard in both of my holes. An image enters my
brain of getting fucked like this by two different men two cocks one
in my pussy and one in my ass oh my God do I really want to feel a
cock in my ass? His cock is so much bigger than his thumb, but that
damn thumb feels so fucking good right now These are all the random,
wild thoughts racing through my head as I come to the conclusion,
Hell Yes, I want to know what his cock will feel like in my
ass.
Before I can chicken out, I turn my head back and meekly tell him,
"You can put it in my ass You know fuck my ass if
you want
"Oh God Yes, he almost shouts, as I feel him quickly pull his
cock from my pussy. I feel empty, physically and emotionally, as that
cock is suddenly ripped away from me. However, that emptiness is just
as quickly filled when I feel him push that cock right into my ass.
Fortunately for me, he didn't jam it in as deep and as fast as he did
when he first entered my pussy. However, it was hard and deep enough
to make me feel like I am trying to suck all the oxygen out of the