Believe it or not I'm just trying to live my life. I'm not trying to win anything regarding my kids. I just want to see them. I'm not trying to doubt myself and lose somebody important again. This time I can hold on with both hands and there's no reason for her to run. And no I don't mean my ex. I predict at least one pregnancy and one wedding by the end of 2021. but my Lillian Zoe are still going to always come first no matter what. But I have plenty of love to go around, trust me.