Anxiety in Me

"Am I a bisexual or a lesbian?" is the question I repeated in my head over thousands times. Even though it is a question about myself, I was not able to find an answer. So let's untangle this question with me, piece by piece!!

Intro: Track Name by Blue Dot Sessions (www.sessions.blue).

Few weeks ago, I did something that I never thought I could. Traveling to the country I've never been before all by myself to see my celebrity crush. In this episode I talked about my experiences in detail, why now and how it happened. Getting out of my comfort zone was definitely a scary experience, but I think it was worth it.

I was so anxious about the recent mcu movie "The Marvels". First of all, the strike was still going on until few days before the release date. Second, I knew there are certain amounts of insecure male population will totally hate this movie, even without watching it. And yes, as I expected, things really didn't go well. But I feel like this was very fun, well structured movie, people just judged it too early. I talked about what I liked and felt about each characters and storyline, so please go check out!!

As the show like "Good omens" and "Our flag means death" are trending on the internet, I can't help but to think back of the era of queerbaiting, which, in my opinion messed up quite a lot of people's emotions. Also, as some people claim celebrities are "queerbaiting" these days, it made me think what queerbaiting really is, and why it's an issue. Let's listen, and find out together.

These days, I see many arguments and discussions going on about the casting of live action movies, which often discusses about skin color, race and sexuality. At the same time, I always see "we don't need a diversity in movies/tv shows" comments ALL THE TIME. Is it true ? Is representation for minority not necessarily to tell the stories? Let's talk about it.

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It's finally time to talk about it ! Ever since Endgame, the expectations for MCU movies are pretty high, especially when it's a final movie. But oh my god this movie was much better than I thought, and is a beautiful masterpiece. I talked about what made this movie so great (since there are so many fantastic movies about space out there already), and the characters. Feel free to comment your thoughts on Instagram, @anxietyin_me. Last but not least, goodbye guardians.

I, personally, have been wearing glasses for more than ten years, and I can't quite function without them. As I get older, I realized many people around my age switched to contact lenses (which I never tried). It seems like some people chose that for convenience, but others did so in order to get "prettier". This makes me wonder, is wearing glasses ugly? Is it preventing us from "glowing up" ? Let's discuss about this !

SPOILER ALERT !!

I finally watched the famous movie RRR, and I just can't stop thinking about it. Everything about this movies is different from the other movies (mostly American) I have ever watched. Thus I decided to talk about this three hours long movie, about all the things I loved. It's just me, being enthusiastic as ever, trying to explain why this movie is so good. I have already said this countless time in this episode, but if you haven't watched it please please please watch it. It's totally worth watching at the theater.

Eat. Sleep. Have sex. These are the famous desires that are believed most people have. If we aren't fulfilled these desires, that's why you are angry or sad, we say. But do these desires really apply to everyone? Does lacking any of these three makes you "less human-like" ? In this episode, I explored the thoughts I have for each desire, to find out which one should be most prioritized. By the way, Anxiety in Me now have official Instagram account, so please go follow @anxietyin_me to catch up with new information <3

I joined the practice of the chorus club I used to join, and that reminds me a lot about my time in junior high school. There are people I haven't seen for a long time. Some people change dramatically, and others stay quite the same. Junior high school is a pretty interesting time, as we are not children but not adults.  After couple of practices, I can't help myself but to wonder if people can change. If they can, how much? In what circumstances ? Today I unraveled the question from two perspectives, both physical change and mental change.