God has not given you a spirit of fear, (Torment, dread, worry and anxiety). The word God says that He gave you the spirit of POWER (Holy Spirit and the ability power). He gave you the spirit of Love and a spirit of a SOUND MIND (The ability to think and make rational choices. It's the mind that is not driven by the fear of the world but the guidance of God). You have to LEARN again to TRUST that GOD is with YOU. Even in this time of the epidemic where all rational and wise thinking is been challenged by the FEAR of the Coronavirus. I believe in God and in the prayers I pray for you that God will not allow evil to come near your dwelling.