I've realized many of my life skills are outdated! I've been living life through perspectives from the people who influenced me as a kid and those people were born and grew up in the 30s, 40s, 50s! Those perspectives and ideals are simply not viable in modern times.......Time for introspection! I've always had my own way of living and looked for the the lifestyle that worked for me. I have realized however, there were behaviors embedded in my psyche from those people who influenced me and they came from a time that is completely incompatible with how we live in modern times..... those behaviors have really been holding me back! As always I am so grateful for the listeners who donate and support my efforts on this channel if you would prefer to donate directly as opposed to the options available here for monthly subscriptions you can do that at http://paypal.me/coffeeoracle