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i feel like that comment i made about khloe kardashian a long time ago, has haunted me.  i think you look black khloe, not whatever you claim to be. i dont know who your father would be but you dont look like your sisters and you do look like african descent.  whatever i said about you before please forget  like the many other things i said it isnt really something that should have been taken too seriously    

i said a couple of nice things about people and it turned in to years of abuse  -  its because its a product of the online world - this is an abusive environment. i remember reading newspapers instead.  its because im actually 150 years old.

now the reality is that ive been unemployed for a year 

its not cool because i did like elon back in the day but i knew about the children and the women and i felt like too much time had passed and I felt like the tesla connection was another exploitation by tesla and ultimately i felt that shivon was probably involved  so i havent really thought about elon romantically for a long time because i have seen him as with shivon.  im not interested anymore even though i did like him before.  i still think of elon as pre shivon but even that is crazy because who knows what other kinds of things he had going on that no one knows about  when i left there was another girl entering the picture i think called e apple goddess

i am unlucky because I was on good terms until i turned down starlink and now here we are in an alternate dimension  sometimes i do wonder if we live in a simulation its even affecting businesses because elon helped get donald trump elected probably by being a vicitim of mk ultra    its like all those conspiracy theories are now at the surface and in the mainstream

so if you think this is out of nowhere it isnt

it has actually been almost a year since i worked for GM and actually i have been unemployed for a year at this point too. i was very happy to no longer work for GM  and basically trashed my computers and phones to get rid of as much trace of GM and  their network as i could 

if you dont know I worked for GM. when tesla made an agreement with GM it was like i couldnt escape elon.   i felt like elon was checking up on me when i worked for GM  you know GM worked with NASA i felt like i couldnt escape then one and a half months after I quit i got a request for an interview with spacex  then the next thing i know after i turned it down  elon was out there campaigning for donald trump and also talking against dei like the way they were.  i felt like i stepped in to a time warp when elon started campaiging for donald trump and was acting like that about dei 

i dont know what is so controversial about saying everyone should have a choice if they sleep with someone or not . thats all i am saying.

it is kind of the spacex city building vibe 

i dont think they like the plans of a las vegas strip across the southern border of the u.s.