Especially when no one around me has ever shown me how to ask.

Especially if my environment has shown the penalty is great.

Especially when our Creator(s) beating within my Heart is telling me to gather strength and carry my Cross across the desert of Suffering to Stand and Deliver.

It makes me feel weak, but if I recognize why I may feel this sadness like I’m unworthy of Life, it should be taken as my sign to carry it across the Serpents 🐍 at the Gates (mouth).

Sometimes Forgiveness is asking Creation for absolution, not those I may have harmed, but in how I have learned my Lesson born of my mistakes so that I can help show others a better way to live so they can also learn correction.

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