Okay I know I said I upload these episodes the second it's Sunday and it's a bit ironic because I'm uploading this 12 hours after I was meant to, but we can pretend that didn't happen okay? Okayyyy!! No, but seriously I'm sorry I lowkey messed my schedule up last night which is no excuse and I'm definitely working on it but! but! butttt I'm really hoping this episode makes up for it and I lowkey think it might because usually I'll listen to every episode I record before it goes out and I cringe at least 12 times a minute but with this one, I only cringed like twice overall!! So all I can say is we're improving! We're making big moves! We're getting comfortable being uncomfortable babbbyyy!! Yes!! Also, I'm super excited!! Not only for gyms to reopen tomorrow, not only to turn 20 in 2 weeks, not only for hitting 6 months of making episodes next week (best feeling ever, by the way, weeeee); but for what the future has in store, for what the universe has planned, for everything we work so damn hard for to finally feel and genuinely be so worth it! Because god damnit we deserve this. Repeat after me, WE DESERVE THE VERY BEST! Both you and me, no ifs, no buts. we deserve the best and that's on period!