Transcription: Sunday, July 4, 2021, at 1:55 pm. I knocked on the door and stood there for over 5 minutes before Mama came to the door. She opened the bottom screen to the storm door and spoke to me through the door before finally coming outside.

TRANSCRIPTION: 

Mama: Hey Robin.

Me: Hey Mama.

Mama: Who you got with you?

Me: Andrea is in the car, but I am by myself.

Mama: Is anything wrong... I mean are you coming here to...

Me: I'm coming here to be peaceful?

Mama: Are you sure?

Me: I promise, I promise. I promise.

Mama: Let me come out here (She opens the door and comes onto the deck. The child predator stayed in the house)

Me: OK.

Me: I really wanted to ask James something...Mama, I don't like none of this and I just wanted to see if we could clear the air.

Mama: Did you come here for peace or did you come here to start something?

Me: I come here for clarity.

Mama: Go over there and sit down (motioning to a lawn chair)

Mama: Mama, tell James to come out.

Mama: (at the same time) sit down.

Mama: James.

Me: Just for a minute. I'm not trying to be here long. 

Mama: I know. You can sit down if you want to.

Me: I'm good.

Me: You look pretty.

Mama: No I don't. Thank you though.

Me: Hey James.

Me: All I wanted to do was to say to you...right now James (I became emotional)

Mama: OK keep it together.

Me: I'm keeping it together.

Mama: You sure?

Me: I promise.

Mama: You sure?

Me: I'm sure.

Mama: No you keep it together:

Mama: Sit down then. Sit down. Sit down. Stop it. Robin. Robin. 

James: Just get yourself together.

Me: When I came and we had that talk, remember me and James....

Mama: You get anything in your pocket recording.

Me: No, why would I mama?

Mama: I know how you do you do all these little tricks and stuff.

Me: Mama don't try to change the subject.

Mama: Go head, Go head but I ain't gon be recorded by no one.

Me: I want....Why would you care if you are in the right?

Mama: I am but I...

Me I don't want to talk about that I just want to tell you (motioning to James) something.

James: Let her finish what she has to say. "Bunk" (what he calls my mother)

Mama: Go head.

Me: Let me say this because I don't have time.

Mama: Go head.

Me: I did not want to pop up on yal but this is what it is now. When I came and you and I talked (addressing James) and I said that I forgive you I meant it and you know I meant it with all my spirit.

James: I know

Me: Then when wendy called and told me it had happened to Crystal and you'd told me that it didn't happen to nobody else after I told you that, "I forgive you and now it's all good.

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