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On August 10, 2019, Lyn Goffaux sat in a small glassed‑in corner of a nursing home in Powell, Wyoming, listening to one of the wettest summers she could remember pour down outside, and decided that her time there still had to mean something. In this intimate, reflective recording, she talks through the sound of thunder and heavy rain about what it feels like to spend three long months—essentially an entire summer—in a place that is meant to be temporary but often feels endless.
Lyn describes how the unusually rainy year has upended life for local farmers who could not get their crops in, noting with characteristic practicality that at least irrigation would have been easy if only the fields had been planted. She contrasts those worries with her own reality: this year she did not have to plant anything, and instead she is navigating life in a nursing home, away from her apartment and the routines that once defined her independence. Determined not to waste the season, Lyn decides that one of the most productive things she can do is talk—capture her thoughts, memories, and stories, even when it feels hard to find the right words.
She paints a vivid picture of the nursing home environment in mid‑2019: aides and nurses rushing from task to task without much time to “shoot the breeze,” residents who often say little or whose words do not always make sense, and a few familiar faces who remain quietly busy with their own meaningful projects. One woman, for example, is painstakingly writing out a 15‑generation family chart by hand as a future gift for her grandchildren, a project Lyn admires even as she wonders whether she has that many generations of her own to trace. Sitting in the glassed‑in area, watching the rain and refusing to step outside to get wet, she captures the mix of isolation, observation, and gentle humor that colors her days from August through her planned stay until the end of October 2019.
As the date‑stamped reflection of August 10, 2019 unfolds, Lyn repeatedly circles back to a story she both wants and hesitates to tell: the life of her father, Paul E. Ritter Brown (later Paul E. Ritterbrown), born in South Fork many decades before. She talks about the “daddy” she knew—a deeply loving father who, together with her equally loving mother, created a home filled with affection for both children and animals. Lyn mentions that she has probably told much of this family history before in earlier recordings, yet she wrestles with the tension between not wanting to repeat herself and not wanting to leave anything important out. That struggle becomes part of the episode’s emotional core, revealing how memory, aging, and storytelling intertwine in late 2019 as she tries to decide how to honor her parents’ legacy.
Lyn also touches tenderly on the long‑ago anticipation of her sister “Pokey.” As a child, she had desperately hoped for a sister when her mother became pregnant, while she imagines her father quietly wishing for a son instead. The baby turned out to be the sister Lyn had longed for, a simple family fact that still carries emotional weight decades later as she speaks in August 2019 from a nursing‑home chair with rain drumming on the windows. By the end of the recording, Lyn openly admits she is “not doing very well at talking today” and considers turning the recorder off until she can think more clearly about what to say about her father, her sister, and the loving home that shaped her.
This August 10, 2019 episode preserves a single rainy day in Powell as a window into Lyn Goffaux’s inner world—her observations about the 2019 growing season, her three‑month stay in a nursing home from summer into late October 2019, and her unresolved yet heartfelt desire to keep telling the family stories that matter most.
By Lyn Goffaux | Edward GoffauxOn August 10, 2019, Lyn Goffaux sat in a small glassed‑in corner of a nursing home in Powell, Wyoming, listening to one of the wettest summers she could remember pour down outside, and decided that her time there still had to mean something. In this intimate, reflective recording, she talks through the sound of thunder and heavy rain about what it feels like to spend three long months—essentially an entire summer—in a place that is meant to be temporary but often feels endless.
Lyn describes how the unusually rainy year has upended life for local farmers who could not get their crops in, noting with characteristic practicality that at least irrigation would have been easy if only the fields had been planted. She contrasts those worries with her own reality: this year she did not have to plant anything, and instead she is navigating life in a nursing home, away from her apartment and the routines that once defined her independence. Determined not to waste the season, Lyn decides that one of the most productive things she can do is talk—capture her thoughts, memories, and stories, even when it feels hard to find the right words.
She paints a vivid picture of the nursing home environment in mid‑2019: aides and nurses rushing from task to task without much time to “shoot the breeze,” residents who often say little or whose words do not always make sense, and a few familiar faces who remain quietly busy with their own meaningful projects. One woman, for example, is painstakingly writing out a 15‑generation family chart by hand as a future gift for her grandchildren, a project Lyn admires even as she wonders whether she has that many generations of her own to trace. Sitting in the glassed‑in area, watching the rain and refusing to step outside to get wet, she captures the mix of isolation, observation, and gentle humor that colors her days from August through her planned stay until the end of October 2019.
As the date‑stamped reflection of August 10, 2019 unfolds, Lyn repeatedly circles back to a story she both wants and hesitates to tell: the life of her father, Paul E. Ritter Brown (later Paul E. Ritterbrown), born in South Fork many decades before. She talks about the “daddy” she knew—a deeply loving father who, together with her equally loving mother, created a home filled with affection for both children and animals. Lyn mentions that she has probably told much of this family history before in earlier recordings, yet she wrestles with the tension between not wanting to repeat herself and not wanting to leave anything important out. That struggle becomes part of the episode’s emotional core, revealing how memory, aging, and storytelling intertwine in late 2019 as she tries to decide how to honor her parents’ legacy.
Lyn also touches tenderly on the long‑ago anticipation of her sister “Pokey.” As a child, she had desperately hoped for a sister when her mother became pregnant, while she imagines her father quietly wishing for a son instead. The baby turned out to be the sister Lyn had longed for, a simple family fact that still carries emotional weight decades later as she speaks in August 2019 from a nursing‑home chair with rain drumming on the windows. By the end of the recording, Lyn openly admits she is “not doing very well at talking today” and considers turning the recorder off until she can think more clearly about what to say about her father, her sister, and the loving home that shaped her.
This August 10, 2019 episode preserves a single rainy day in Powell as a window into Lyn Goffaux’s inner world—her observations about the 2019 growing season, her three‑month stay in a nursing home from summer into late October 2019, and her unresolved yet heartfelt desire to keep telling the family stories that matter most.