We always make prayer so difficult do. Just start to learn the word and you will start to understand who Christ is. Read the things he has promised you and how you can focus on him more through reading and just thinking on him. Communication with God by talking to him from your heart and he will listen.

1 John 5:14 AMP

This is the [remarkable degree of] confidence which we [as believers are entitled to] have before Him: that if we ask anything according to His will, [that is, consistent with His plan and purpose] He hears us.