Most downbeat day I’ve had in a while. I’ve really made a fist of my life. Fuck sake. Awesome station I’ve reached in life. Just wonderful. Interminably boring. Very grumpy today. Didn’t eat til afternoon. Would have preferred to have flicked a switch and spent the day in a coma, if I could have. Went thrifting. Mowed the lawn. Tried making something in Xcode a number of times but couldn’t get it to work. So bored. Fired up the dating apps. Doesn’t feel good at all. Grateful for the day: my bangs looked cute. M: 2.3. E: 3. 😑😠💩😔