*TRANSCRIPT OF DISCORD CALL WITH MATTHEW*

So I had these chips today I coughed, on them and they came out and then I like ripped a fat one, its kind of good. 

What am I doing with my life, Tyler? How do I make myself feel like I'm doing things that make me happy. Should I change? Should I do it? Is it worth it? Is it worth risking it all so I may just be happy? I might just give up; I give up a lot. Maybe I just shouldn't give up. I'm not even kidding right now. Well actually I'm kidding right now. Maybe that's the problem. I kid too much, and I give up on things. Easy to give up on things when I'm kidding. 

Tyler I think I just had a realization. 

I just downed a squad in cod. 

*END OF TRANSCRIPT*