Find happiness and live in that! I love you!! Be aware be yourself and be great!! Trust your emotions they are not the ones lying to you pair that with logic and channel healing and growth within and watch what beautiful things form in your favor! Your blessings are waiting on you not the other way around.. Choose to be happy and your physical being will surely catch up! Step into your power and stand there with confidence. In order for the world to want you, you must want you first! The first step starts with you and within! Peace and blessings!