Learning how to be still, to really be still and let life happen, that stillness becomes a radiance. Kalilah is upset with herself because she wants to be still after her trip to Cancun revealed how much of a MESS things were. She is afforded a big opportunity that takes her to Atlanta to work for a week, missing her son’s 9th birthday, but FOMO won’t let her turn this job down. She is conflicted because she did not negotiate her terms for this project and at times she feels like she’s compromising herself and her standards of what she requires. Everything ends up working out well in the end but Kalilah is still trying to find a moment to be still.