I woke up and thought of how I want to be perceived in this lifetime and the consistency that I have walked with is being all of me on the surface at the same time. Being told I think too much, I am acting, I am faking XYZ etc. All of my share are insight into who I am currently during the recording. How long that will maintain is unknown even to myself since change is the constant.

Season 5 is start out a bit different this year. Episode 1 we are diving into my experience with grief. I in all 36 years haven't had the space to grieve. I have had much time to process loss, and disappointment, but rarely any time to feel it. Today's episode could very well turn into a series as this year is my change to moirn all that has happened to me and all I wished to have happen. Take a walk on to what will call whining, remorse and even victimization. Sit with me in the rawest form. Listen to my sorrows for pleasure as I walk through countless experiences that created the the person Bearli doing stuff : now with words ...

Bearli Doing Stuff now with words episode 3 of season 3 (even though I say 4)

Bearli Doing Stuff: Now With WORDS EP. 2 Given how my March went I wanted to finish off with a resserected approach to what I feel is a simple yet direct concept. There is no one more powerful than you. All I hope to do is show you with what I do.

Bearli Doing Stuff Now with Words Episode 1, Season 3 In this episode, there are some repeated processes and ideas. All aptly enjoyable to say in the least. Who are you to those around you? Why do you choose the display you choose? What do you get from choosing this characterization? Thank you for always tuning in to listen to my process. I always, above all other things, I hope that I can inspire learning and growth in your own situation.

Running on low as this was made 10 days ago and I hadn't published it. Walk with me through how I feel when the idea of "perfection" is brought up.

It's one thing to say, "All is well. Always, all ways. Even when I don't enjoy it". It's another in its entirety to live through it faithfully. While I have a deeply rooted knowledge that everything will always, in all ways takes its appointed course in the macro and microcosm, it does not make it hurt any less to ingest what happens here. Listen to my mulling over sheer hardship amidst the unrelenting cheer.

To say we are beings of light who delight in the night is to sell ourselves short. You are all of what you believe you can do and more. Explorations is how you find out what's in store.

When are you not you? What defines you? What is authentic to you? Today explore my unfurled unfiltered thoughts on the matter. I am sure to revisit this as my boarders continue to expand.