Hi! I know it's been a bit and I've missed you. This episode is honest and reflective and full of rambling poetic thought tied together with a lot of feeling. It's also chaos. My dog is old. And blind. And diabetic. And breathes like she's just run a marathon. You can hear it very clearly in parts of this. But my room is a safe place for her that she prefers over everywhere else. So I hope you'll just embrace the sound of her breathing as proof of life. As I do and keep listening. I'm not a professional. As a single working mom most of my money goes to bills and food not recording equipment. I record on my phone from my bed. Start to finish and don't edit anything. I carve out time when  I'm alone which isn't often and choose those solitary moments to share my life with you. It's about as real as you can get. And I won't apologize or perfect it. It's chaos just like me and there's a beauty in that. Enjoy. Or don't. I keep talking and writing either way. It's who I am. ❤