Because of D's parents' unplanned pregnancy, DD older siblings were tortured a little. Life was so different. Younger two siblings will never know or remember this. DD was 10 year old. Tried to share this memory with then 8 year old sibling but this sibling was still too little to remember well, after all. Well, also riding a bike in cold winter raining, hands got wet for a child was like little torture. Going to a piano teacher. So cold. Nose were running all the time. Mom had to nurse a new born she couldnt send a child by a car anymore. On a way all the cars were beaming high beam lights to directory 10 ? year old DDs eyes. Lights were too bright. Around that time in few years DDs eyes start getting bad and bad.