As I have said many times before, God is and has been taking all of us on a journey of discovery - of Who He is and how we can best represent Him to all those we interact with and rub shoulders with each and every day.
My hope is that the pressure to perform, to earn and or to impress God is lifting from your life. And you are beginning to learn how to simply ENJOY God. To seek Him not because of what happens if you don’t, but because you are starting to realize that He longs for a relationship with you. That He actually delights in you. That He has Joy when he thinks about you.
He is relentless in LOVING you and I. He is love and releases it each and every day. He is calling us to be just like Him.