Episode 2

Before alcohol ever entered my life, my mind was already loud.

In this episode, I continue Chapter One of The Trails and Trials of Addiction and Anxiety and talk about the inner world anxiety built long before drinking became part of my story.

I reflect on growing up inside a constant loop of fear, imagined judgment, and self-doubt—and how silence, not intoxication, was what I was really searching for.

This episode explores how anxiety can quietly become an identity, how isolation can feel like safety, and how the search for relief can lead us down paths we don’t yet understand.