You're about to step behind the camera and explore the unvarnished truth of my early years in the world of fashion modeling. Imagine a shared living space in Athens, Greece, a small apartment in New York City, and a myriad of experiences and emotions tied up in each. The struggles, the loneliness, and the sheer effort of figuring out basic life skills on my own. This episode takes you through a world of castings, nightlife, and pressure, but also the lesser-known reality of model apartments and club promoters.

But this journey isn't just about glitz and glamour - there's a darker side to it all. As we move deeper into my experiences, I recount unsettling encounters with club promoters and reveal a chaotic lifestyle that often left me questioning my place in it all. I share stories that might surprise you - of young girls I met, of introduction to harmful behaviors like drugs, alcohol, depression, and starvation. This is a raw and honest account of my modeling journey, breaking down the facade of glamour and laying bare the reality of what goes on behind the scenes. Come, walk through this journey with me.