This reflection ends with a discussion about being an observer and having the ability to observe the inner world as well as the outer world. Another point about being an observer, specifically in observing the inner world, delineates between thinking and feeling. In the reflection I become aware of my ability to observe (and analyze by way of my Te) my feelings even if, at the time, I'm not conscious that observing (and analyzing) is what I'm doing. Note: I drop into two rabbit holes in route to my main consideration: writing (being a writer) and some family drama.