In our "mid-2021 reckoning", so to speak, we address what our year has looked like so far i contrast to the grand plans we had for the beginning of the year and break down where God was in all that, and how He's continuing to shape it all. Ben goes through his album projects and his plans for TikTok Videos as "The Only Autistic Artist" (note: he knows that he's not) and Michael shares how he's found himself at rest with personal goals and moment-based senses of inadequacy at work not manifesting as he'd like. Both are coming to terms with being at peace with God; one in the world of not caring about what people think of him and his art and the other in not caring how he expects himself to be when he knows where he's at with God.

Actually, we both know where we're at with God. That, sadly, is what makes us "controversial Christians". And that's we most willingly share.