True life comes from repentance. Otherwise, we take on offenses. We need to turn away from offenses, not towards them. We must rid ourselves of the offenses we've committed and get a new heart and new spirit. Which means it’s possible to be renewed! If not, we have no life in us. God takes no pleasure in the death of anyone. We need to be led by Jesus, where there are springs of living water, rather than just our emotions.