When you are developing this attribute from God, please stay encouraged. As long as you are checking in with God, you should be able to have some peace with the things that you are undertaking. Also, you will see that the more that your relationship with God grows, your desires become aligned to what He wants you to do instead of you doing the things that just please self. You will see that this helps your determination to be more focused and God-centered which ultimately helps you to accomplish His will.