As you continue to seek God and follow His will, there may be times where you may not do what is expected of you because you don't feel like it. As time goes on, you may not see things moving in the direction that you would like for them to go. It will require you to want to follow and to listen to God. It will require you to be obedient and disciplined to what He is asking you to do. It will require you to let go of the things that cause a self-centeredness to keep existing. When you have a submissive will to God, your outlook on life changes and your vision becomes more God-centered.