There’s a part of the healing journey nobody really talks about —

the quiet after… the Gray Day… the place between fear and surrender.

In this episode, I share my Gray Day after ibogaine and my 5-MeO-DMT experience — the fear, the letting go, the visions, the tears, the prayers, and the deep peace that followed.

You’ll hear about:

• what Gray Day actually is

• why the silence is so intense

• my 5-MeO-DMT experience and what it felt like inside it

• the moment I thought I died — and what happened next

• releasing shame, mom-guilt, fear, and old stories

• meeting God, surrender, and rebirth

• what integration felt like when I came home

• and how all of this led me here — to you

This is the story of how the medicine broke me open and helped me start again.

And this is only the beginning — the next episodes dive into life after, integration, and how I began learning to truly heal.