Season 5 of Beyond The 12 has come to a close, and what a long, tender, holy journey it has been. This finale episode revisits the heart behind The Middle is Holy—the waiting seasons, the hidden work, the tired prayers, the fragile faith, the quiet consistency, and the holy moments we almost missed along the way. Together, we look back at some of the conversations, stories, and biblical middle places that shaped this season and reminded us that God has never been afraid of unfinished places. From silent seasons to steady faith, this finale is a reminder that God is still moving—even in the middle.





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Sometimes God speaks...and then the waiting begins. In this solo episode of Beyond The 12, we explore the sacred space between promise and fulfillment; the quiet middle where faith is stretched, trust is refined, and God often seems silent. Through the lives of Abraham and others in scripture, we talk about delayed promises, spiritual formation, and how to discern whether God has truly spoken something to your heart. If you’ve ever wondered, “Did I hear God right?” or felt weary waiting for something you believed He promised, this conversation is for you. Because maybe the middle isn’t punishment. Maybe it’s preparation.




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Not every move of God comes with a spotlight. In this episode, we’re slowing down to notice the holy middle moments we almost miss—the small graces, subtle answers, and quiet shifts that happen while life is still unfolding. Joined by my friend James Pavisian, we talk about how easy it is to overlook God’s work when it doesn’t look dramatic, and how learning to recognize His fingerprints in unfinished seasons can deepen our faith in unexpected ways. If you’ve ever felt like nothing is happening, this conversation is a gentle reminder: God is often doing His most meaningful work in the middle, in ways that steady your heart long before they change your circumstances.



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There’s a version of faith we don’t talk about enough. Not the bold, mountain-moving kind—but the quiet, worn-out kind. The kind that’s still believing even when you're tired of believing. In this episode, we step into the tension of waiting seasons—the space where we're praying again and again for God to answer and we’ve yet to see Him. Together, we explore what it means to hold onto hope when it feels fragile, to keep trusting when answers feel delayed, and to stay anchored in God while still longing deeply for healing, freedom, and breakthrough. We also take an honest look at grief and how it can shake our faith, test what we believe about God, and yet somehow not disqualify us from Him. If you’ve been quietly wondering whether your faith still counts in the middle of the waiting, then have a seat on the couch because sometimes the most powerful faith isn’t loud—it’s the kind that simply stays.





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Not every relationship is broken… but not every relationship is healed either. There’s a middle space many of us live in — where trust is rebuilding, forgiveness is ongoing, and tenderness can feel risky. In this episode of Beyond The 12, my newest friend, Pastor Jason Roberts, and I are talking about what it means to live faithfully in that space. From marriages and friendships to family dynamics and prodigals, we explore how to stay soft without becoming bitter, how to set healthy boundaries, and how to keep showing up when the story isn’t finished yet. Along the way, we uncover quiet, powerful truths in Scripture — like hidden treasures waiting to be found — reminding us that God does some of His deepest work right here in the middle.  



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Not all obedience is seen — but all of it matters. This episode is about the quiet faithfulness that shapes who we become. Heaven notices what crowds never do. The prayers no one hears, the discipline no one applauds, the choices no one sees. This conversation is for the hidden places — where God is doing His deepest work. 

In this episode, we talk about the quiet, hidden work that God never overlooks — and how it’s shaping us more than we realize. Faithfulness only needs an audience of one - God! And this episode might leave you realizing there is hidden work you are missing too, the outcomes you see in others are a product of those valuable unseen hours. So maybe we support others for the work we don't see as much as for what we do see.




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This Easter, while we celebrate the resurrection of our Lord and new life, we’re also reminded of something quieter—but just as powerful: the beauty of a faithful life lived over time.

In this episode of Beyond The 12, we explore what it means to have faith that looks boring but lasts. Not the kind built on spiritual highs or emotional moments, but the kind formed in daily obedience, steady rhythms, and showing up with God again and again in the middle of ordinary life. Joined by longtime friend and fellow church member John Kumar, this conversation unpacks why consistency often matters more than intensity, how deep spiritual roots are formed in unseen seasons, and why a life that may not look impressive on the outside can be incredibly strong where it counts.

Because the truth is, the resurrection we celebrate didn’t skip the ordinary days—it came through them.  Happy Easter Beyond The 12 community.  We are grateful for your faithfulness to our ministry.




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Most of life isn’t lived in big, defining moments. It’s lived in the in-between… the ordinary, repetitive, sometimes painfully normal days. The Tuesday mornings and the routines. The responsibilities that don’t feel spiritual — just necessary. And yet, what if that’s exactly where God is? In this episode, my friend Rylee Calderwood and I talk about what it means to stay faithful when life feels small, unseen, or uneventful. We unpack the lie that “boring” means God is absent, and instead explore how He is often doing His deepest, most forming work in the places we’re most tempted to overlook. Because Scripture reminds us God has always moved in ordinary places: fields, kitchens, boats, long roads… and yes, even Tuesday mornings. If you’ve been feeling stuck in routine, or wondering if your everyday life really matters, this conversation is for you. Faithfulness in the mundane isn’t wasted.
It’s sacred.




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Letting go of your timeline isn’t easy. But it might be where trust is built the deepest. In this episode, my friend Zach and I talk about what it really looks like to release control, wrestle with waiting, and trust God’s timing when life doesn’t go as planned. We talk about foregoing our timelines and trusting that God is still at work—even in the middle of waiting.

If you’ve been feeling “behind”… this one’s for you.



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Why does becoming more like Christ sometimes feel harder instead of easier? In this episode, my friend Jessica and I explore the tension of spiritual growth — the kind that stretches us, challenges us, and sometimes leaves us feeling alone or misunderstood. We talk about why real growth can feel uncomfortable, the difference between holy stretching and unhealthy striving, and how God uses difficult seasons to shape deeper maturity. So If you’re in a season where growth feels more painful than encouraging, this conversation will remind you that God is still working — even in the stretch.


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