Beyond the Physics

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Where to find Michael's work!

1. https://www.instagram.com/michaeljjaramillo/
2. https://www.instagram.com/michaeljaramillophotography/
3. Master's Thesis

If you want to keep up with the program

Links (Education and potentially useful resources to supplement the podcast)

APS Bridge Program:

• https://aps.org/programs/minorities/bridge/

Details on Bitter Electromagnets: 

• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bitter_electromagnet

How to get healthcare (in the US) when unemployed: 

• https://www.healthcare.gov/unemployed/

Narcissism (and their communal variants):

• Crash Course on Narcissim by Dr. Ramani: https://youtu.be/V87G95bGTTk
• Video focusing on Communal Narcissm: https://youtu.be/aF8fiHTbGtY
• Article on Communal Narcissism: https://www.choosingtherapy.com/communal-narcissism/

Rough Timestamps (hh:mm:ss)

Introduction: Start to 00:02:20

Why pursue physics / astronomy: 00:02:30 to 00:06:00

Beginning Observational Astronomy: 00:0600 to 00:11:30

Time-domain Astronomy, Gravitational lensing: 00:11:30 to 00:13:00

Astronomy in Alabama to Michigan: 00:13:30 to 00:16:10

Ancient people having connection with the sky: 00:17:00 to 00:18:30

Brazil travel: 00:18:30 to 00:19:30

Back to why astronomy, Connecting to the universe: 00:20:00 to 00:25:00

“Putting numbers to things”, Learning the physics:  00:25:00 to 00:37:00

• “So much work to enjoy one of my five classes”: 00:33:00
• “Theme that echoes into grad school”: 00:33:25 

In Grad School, when do you get to do what you love?: 00:38:00 to 00:43:00

What did you learn in school vs on the job? : 00:43:00 to 00:50:00

• Masters in Neutron Star astrophysics: 00:46:45

What’s next? : 00:51:00 to 00:53:00

New school, New problems Advisor, Research opportunities (Bait and switch): 00:53:00 to 01:02:00 

• “Stink” associated with being a bridge student
• “Left more meetings in tears than not” : 00:57:00

Jaded on the bridge program: 00:57:00 to 00:59:00

Forced into condensed matter, research experience: 01:02:30 to 01: 

Counseling (in and out of school): 01:13:00 to 01:15:00

Near death experience: 01:15:00 to 01:34:30

At the present, so to speak, Finding Balance, Confidence, Counseling: 01:35:00 to 01:50:00

Connection to Joe’s break “I don’t know who I am after I leave”: 01:51:30 to 01:54:15

What is your purpose without astronomy? (Bird, astrophotography. Skateboarding): 01:54:15 to 2:00:00

Expectations to provide and be emotionless: 02:00:00 to 02:08:40

Suffering leads to compassion: 02:08:40 to 02:10:00

Joe’s experience with his advisor: 02:10:00 to 02:26:00

How would you view your past experience now? : 02:26:00 to 02:30:00

How do you feel now that you are out of grad school?: 02:32:00 to End

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Links (Education and potentially useful resources to supplement the podcast)

Case Study of Serum Sickness in Dog due to Antivenin: 

• https://drive.google.com/file/d/1V9aTDO4I3U3T_Pre3XPXVKD62mu6KQF9/view?usp=sharing

BCG Therapy Info by American Cancer Society:

• https://www.cancer.org/cancer/types/bladder-cancer/treating/intravesical-therapy.html

Communal Narcissism:

• https://www.choosingtherapy.com/communal-narcissism/
• Dr. Ramani Video: https://youtu.be/aF8fiHTbGtY

Rough Timestamps

Introduction: Start to 00:04:00

Irene Doctoral Candidacy + Summer School in Pittsburgh: 00:04:00 to 00:10:00

Dealing with Anxiety / Panic Attacks: 00:10:00 to 00:16:00

Sage Emergency, Snake Bite, Kidney Failure (+ Joe Qualification Exam Prep): 00:16:00 to 00:35:00

Joe Qualification Exam: 00:35:00 to 00:40:00

Irene Father Health Emergency (Lack of space to Mourn): 00:40:00 to 01:03:30

Spring 2023

Irene Playing music again + Rock Climbing: 01:03:30 to 01:09:10

Joe Spring 2023, Prospectus + Rock Climbing: 01:09:10 to 01:16:50

Irene Scholarship: 01:16:50 to 01:19:00

Joe “Incident” with Advisor: 01:19:00 to 01:47:50

Summer 2023, Travel, Summer school in Brazil: 01:48:00 to End

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Links (Education and potentially useful resources to supplement the podcast)

Internal Family Systems Information : 

• https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapy-types/internal-family-systems-therapy

Dissociative Identity Disorder Information:

• https://www.psychiatry.org/patients-families/dissociative-disorders/what-are-dissociative-disorders

Where to watch Moon Knight (Not a sponsor):

• https://www.disneyplus.com/series/moon-knight/4S3oOF1knocS

Rough Timestamps (mm:ss)

Start - 08:00: Introduction & Catch up

08:00 - 09:15: Value of mental excercise

09:15 -  13:55 : Context from the show

14:15 -  24:00 : Context from my life & My Existential Crisis

Quote: "My Body on Railroad Tracks": 17:55

24:30 - 37:20 :  "Who's My Mark and Who's my Steven?"

26:35 -  31:00 : Defining Mark

31:00 - 33:00 : Chink in Mark's Armor

33:00 - 34:45 : Who am I?

34:45 - 37:20 : Defining Steven

37:20 -  42:20 : The conflict between Mark and Steven

42:30 - 46:00 : Steven's right to exist ( despite what society may say )

46:00 - 48:33 : Take aways, Moving towards integration

48:33 - 50:30 : Homework for you!

50:30 - End : Outro

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Links

Where to find the Eigenbros: https://www.youtube.com/c/Eigenbros/featured

https://www.patreon.com/eigenbros

https://eigenbros.com/

Rough Timestamps:

QFT Discussion (Scattering Amplitudes, Feynman Rules, References): 

Start to 30 mins

Astro stuff (Quantizing Gravity, Neutron Stars, Black Holes): 30 to 50 mins

Movies / TV (Tenet, Primer, Interstellar, 2001 Space Odyssey, Moon Knight (DID), Jesus Christ Superstar) 50 to 70 mins

Religion (Social Utility, Education, Politics): 70 to 85 mins

Microplastics and Clippy: 85 to End

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Links

Where to find the Eigenbros: https://www.youtube.com/c/Eigenbros/featured

https://www.patreon.com/eigenbros

https://eigenbros.com/

References

At the beginning of the episode Juan tries to recall the "Sandia National Laboratories" in New Mexico.

Rough Timestamps (hh:mm:ss)

Start - 00:02:07: Introduction

00:02:07 - 00:03:52 : Where'd We Leave off

00:03:52 - 00:09:07 : Eigenbros is changing, New jobs, Catching Omicron

00:09:07 - 00:21:37 : Recap on events since last interview

00:21:37 - 00:24:22 : Why apply to schools?

00:24:22 - 00:28:22: Working for Uber Eats and the Post Office

00:28:22 - 00:31:37 : Struggles with interviews

00:31:37 - 00:36:22 : How is Eigenbros changing?

00:36:22 - 00:42:07 : Conflict between the bros?

00:42:07 - 00:51:07 : Producing Higher Quality

00:51:07 - 01:05:07 : Honest thoughts about leaving program

00:52:51  : “Feelings leaving grad school” Quote

00:54:29 : “Stillborn” Quote

01:05:07 - 01:13:22 : Philosophy of the Physics Department

01:13:37 - 01:43:22 : Centering Your needs, Equity

01:21:10 : “It’s their loss” Quote

01:26:07 : “We never see you” Quote

01:39:25 : “Controlled Rage” Quote

01:43:22 - 01:48:37 : Difference in perception after passing Qualifying exam

01:51:07 - 2:02:37 : Treatment of students by teachers

02:02:37 - 02:19:55 : Appreciation of empathy in professional spaces

02:19:55 - End : Outro

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Links

Needs Inventory: https://www.cnvc.org/training/resource/needs-inventory

Feelings Inventory: https://www.cnvc.org/training/resource/feelings-inventory

Rough Timestamps

Start to 2:34 - Introduction

2:34 to 3:49  - Overview 

3:49 to (6:49 Irene Start) 11:56 - Recap of Summer 2021

11:56 to (14:50 Irene Start) 21:00  - Fall 2021 (Taking a break, Therapy, NVC, Grading, Struggle w/ Schedule, Back Degeneration)

21:00 to (24:10 Irene Start) 29:20  - Spring 2022 (Coming back to school, Teaching in person)

29:40 to 34:30 - Why take a break?

34:30 to 37:00 - What was the plan for the break?

37:00 to 55:00 - What did you learn about yourself from the break? What role did physics culture play in necessitating the break? 

55:00 to 58:30 -Advocating for our needs

59:00 to 1:08:00 - Practical Steps during the break (Therapy, Nutrition)

1:08:00 to 1:23:30 - NVC

1:23:30 to 1:44:00 - COVID (Social Stimuli, Distractions)

1:44:30 to End (Outro)

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Links

Veritasium Luck Video (Not Affiliated) :https://youtu.be/3LopI4YeC4I

Needs Inventory: https://www.cnvc.org/training/resource/needs-inventory

Feelings Inventory: https://www.cnvc.org/training/resource/feelings-inventory

Rough Timestamps

Introduction (Fan music): Start - 1:50

Irene’s Classes + Research : 1:50 - 8:50 

Joe’s Classes : 8:50 - 11:00

Opening up: 11:00 

Patterns of thought: 12:57 - 14:50

Retaking coursework: 15:05 - 18:35

Anxiety, Imposter Syndrome, emotional blocks : 18:50 - 26:50

Perceptions of self: 27:50 - 29:50

Experience with Therapy: 30:05  

Source of feelings: 32:40 - 39:05

Effects of that event: 39:05 - 41:50

Why was that experience so hurtful? 42:50 - 47:20

Luck and hierarchy in physics: 47:30 - 53:55

Naming the story: 55:00 - 1:02:50

Values bring perspective: 1:02:50 - 01:07:30

Breakthrough: 01:07:50 - 01:13:35

Full Fanmade Song: 1:25:30

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