God will hear your prayers. He will support you in your calling. God is a loving being. He is active in saving souls. Believe that god will care for you. Trying to control your life means you haven’t trust in gods wisdom and guidance. God will guide and counsel you through life. You can experience his peace and love. Be strong and give your life to god. It is the great sacrifice he perform for us and we in-turn dedicate our lives to him.