Life has been crazy for a while now. I haven't had much time to read to present any new literature to you. But in this episode I talk about my more recent struggles as a widow... things I don't know how to do... dreams I've had about my husband... all things that shook me up. Yesterday I wrote a poem. It's love and anger and a descent into chaos. You get to walk with me through love and sickness and death and grief and every way all of those things together make me feel. It's a small dose of insanity wrapped in a poetic like structure dipped in a pool of my tears. You're welcome. Enjoy.