https://linktr.ee/bipolargamechanger Bipolar mania and missing out on things in childhood. Does mania have anything left to offer after 11 years? My crow dosing to get into mania volitionally. Depression without feeling depressed while not doing much. Looking at purchases to see when mania started and how long it lasted. Manic purchases explanations - maintenance, upgrades and buying for other people etc. Favorite color in mania. The books I’m writing.