My dear,

We had promised to keep writing to each other even of we fall apart but the irony is when I write, you don't respond and when you do I am at my lows. And since there is very little medium left for us to communicate, I am trying to pass along from here, for I know, you would find this (podcast) somehow.

I just wanted to say that I have always seen the reflection of endless horizons and the weights of endless battles fought, in your eyes. Not just those battles fought with guns but the war we often wage with silence, at the heart level.

I have seen those eyes filled with tears, and the lips that once whimpered ‘Do I even deserve your love?’ And yes, you did deserve it, you do, for forever, for the afterlife, and until another lifetime. You will be loved, by this heart. My love, You are someone whom I always look for, everywhere and in everyone I meet.

I look for you, in every sunset that paints the sky amber, in the rustling leaves of autumn, at the touch of chills in the winter and in the first bloom of spring. I just look for you. Yearn for you, I guess. And as you stand far away, amid the ocean tides, know that my heart stands with you. My every beat is a prayer for your safety, and every breath is a wish for your return. Maybe, return to this heart.

There might be silence here and there, in between the chaos, and sudden loneliness in the crowd while they sing with whiskey in their hands~ I yearn for you.

And My beloved, you are born every day, in my heart, and in my memories. Know that each time when my words fail and when stillness persists, I whisper my love to the stars, knowing that somewhere, beneath the same sky, you exist, and you would hear me through the breeze or the ocean tides singing a birthday song for you.

Yours forever.