A divorce decree is a legally binding document. But when your ex decides not to follow it, the burden of enforcement falls on you — and the system moves slowly. If you're dealing with missed payments, ignored custody schedules, or an ex who treats your agreement as optional, this episode is for you.

Nurse midwife and forensic documentation expert Rachel Newhouse walks through exactly what to do, how to build a violation record that holds up in court, and how to protect yourself without letting it consume you.

IN THIS EPISODE

•     The reality of post-divorce compliance — and what to do when it breaks down

•     Why documentation is your most powerful post-decree tool, and the forensic standard for doing it right

•     Contempt of court, modification, and parenting coordinators: the three tools that actually exist for enforcement

•     How to build a violation log that a judge will find credible (not just a pile of screenshots)

•     The dollar jar: Rachel's system for acknowledging violations without letting them live in your body

•     What to do when the violation is real but the remedy is slow

•     Nurse's Note: Forensic documentation from a SANE nurse's perspective — why contemporaneous records are more credible than recalled memory, and exactly how to build yours

Understanding exactly what your decree says — and what it means — is the first step to enforcing it. The Breaking Upward Clause Translator breaks down legal language into plain English, privately and at no cost.

Try it free at app.breaking-upward.com

RESOURCES & LINKS

Breaking Upward AI Tool (including Clause Translator): app.breaking-upward.com

Website: breaking-upward.com

Instagram: @breaking_upward_divorce

TikTok: @breakingupward

National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 | Text START to 88788 | thehotline.org

DISCLAIMER

This podcast is for informational and educational purposes only. Nothing here is legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation. I'm Rachel Newhouse. This is Breaking Upward. You are not breaking down. You are breaking upward.

Some friendships don't survive a divorce. Not because people are bad — but because your life is changing in ways that not everyone can follow. If you've lost a friendship during your divorce, or found yourself surrounded by people who don't know what to say, this episode is for you.

Nurse midwife Rachel Newhouse talks about why some friendships end, why the people who show up are often not who you expected, and what the research says about social support as a clinical protective factor during one of the hardest periods of your life.

IN THIS EPISODE

•     The books and chapters framework: why not everyone gets to read every chapter — and why that's not a betrayal

•     The real reasons some friendships don't survive divorce: your marriage mirror, couple friendships, and people who simply don't know how

•     Why your divorce makes some people in your life uncomfortable about their own marriages

•     The clinical truth about social isolation during divorce and its measurable effects on health

•     The people who showed up when Rachel didn't expect it — and what that taught her

•     How to grieve a friendship while you're grieving a marriage

•     Nurse's Note: Social support is a documented medical protective factor. The research on isolation, health, and why letting people in right now matters more than it feels like it does

You don't have to navigate this alone. The Breaking Upward tool helps you understand your legal and financial situation so you can focus your energy on the people and decisions that actually matter.

Try it free at app.breaking-upward.com

RESOURCES & LINKS

Breaking Upward AI Tool: app.breaking-upward.com

Website: breaking-upward.com

Instagram: @breaking_upward_divorce

TikTok: @breakingupward

National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 | Text START to 88788 | thehotline.org

DISCLAIMER

This podcast is for informational and educational purposes only. Nothing here is legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation. I'm Rachel Newhouse. This is Breaking Upward. You are not breaking down. You are breaking upward.

After a long marriage — especially a difficult one — you can lose track of who you actually are. If you've come out of your divorce not quite knowing what you like, what you want, or who you are when nobody's watching, this episode is for you.

Nurse midwife Rachel Newhouse talks about rebuilding your identity after divorce, why the blank slate is both terrifying and a gift, and what salsa Tuesdays taught her about the science of starting over.

IN THIS EPISODE

•     The identity question nobody asks when you're going through a divorce: who did you become inside this marriage, and who are you actually?

•     Why the blank slate is terrifying — and why having preferences again feels selfish when it isn't

•     How small, repeated experiences of dismissal and accommodation change how the brain processes your own needs over time

•     Neuroplasticity and new beginnings: why salsa Tuesdays and V-necks are not trivial — they're how identity rebuilds

•     How to start figuring out who you are without sitting down with a journal and deep questions

•     What to do when the people around you are unsettled by who you're becoming

•     Nurse's Note: The neuroscience of identity erosion in diminishing relationships — and what actually rebuilds it

Figuring out your next step doesn't have to feel overwhelming. The Breaking Upward tool helps you assess where you are and understand your options — privately, at your own pace, with nothing stored.

Try it free at app.breaking-upward.com

RESOURCES & LINKS

Breaking Upward AI Tool: app.breaking-upward.com

Website: breaking-upward.com

Instagram: @breaking_upward_divorce

TikTok: @breakingupward

National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 | Text START to 88788 | thehotline.org

DISCLAIMER

This podcast is for informational and educational purposes only. Nothing here is legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation. I'm Rachel Newhouse. This is Breaking Upward. You are not breaking down. You are breaking upward.

The emotional timeline of divorce isn't linear — and it's not what anyone tells you it is. If you've felt relief when you thought you should be devastated, or devastated when everyone thinks you should be moving on, this episode is for you.

Nurse midwife and divorce survivor Rachel Newhouse breaks down what the emotional stages of divorce actually look like in real life — the liberation phase, why grief hits later, when anger finally arrives, and the gut-punch moment that catches every divorced parent off guard.

IN THIS EPISODE

•     Why relief after divorce doesn't mean something is wrong with you — and the biology behind why leaving a stressful situation actually feels better

•     The five distinct emotional waves of divorce (and why applying the Kübler-Ross grief model as a linear checklist is making things worse)

•     Why anger often arrives months after you thought you were done — and what it actually means when it does

•     What to do when your emotional timeline doesn't match anyone else's expectations

•     The gut-punch moment: when it stops being about your pain and becomes about your child's experience

•     Practical tools for living inside a nonlinear process: therapy, community, movement, and permission

•     Nurse's Note: The physiological reality of stress relief — what happens to your nervous system when a chronic stressor is removed

Ready to understand your situation before your next step? The Breaking Upward tool helps you think through the legal, financial, and emotional pieces of divorce — privately, without storing your information.

Try it free at app.breaking-upward.com

RESOURCES & LINKS

Breaking Upward AI Tool: app.breaking-upward.com

Website: breaking-upward.com

Instagram: @breaking_upward_divorce

TikTok: @breakingupward

National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 | Text START to 88788 | thehotline.org

DISCLAIMER

This podcast is for informational and educational purposes only. Nothing here is legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation. I'm Rachel Newhouse. This is Breaking Upward. You are not breaking down. You are breaking upward.

Because "just get a lawyer" is not a strategy.

Finding the right divorce attorney can make or break your case — and your sanity. In this episode, Rachel breaks down exactly what to look for in a divorce lawyer, what questions to ask in a consultation, and the red flags that should send you walking. She also covers the options most people don't know exist: collaborative divorce, mediation, limited scope representation, and nonprofits like the Lilac Tree in Evanston, IL that help women navigate the process even when traditional legal fees feel impossible.

IN THIS EPISODE

•      Why Rachel hired three lawyers before finding the right one — and what she learned from each

•      How to treat a legal consultation like a job interview (because it is)

•      The single best question to ask a prospective attorney

•      Red flags: the attorney who guarantees outcomes, the one who only agrees with you, and the one who picks fights that don't matter

•      The full spectrum of divorce options — uncontested, collaborative, and mediation explained clearly

•      "My sanity had a dollar value" — why Rachel made financial concessions to move faster, and how to decide what's right for you

•      Legal aid, law school clinics, limited scope representation, and the Lilac Tree — real options when cost is a barrier

Save this episode and come back to it when you're ready to start making calls. If you're looking for a nonprofit that helps women navigate the divorce process, search for organizations similar to the Lilac Tree in your state, or contact your State Bar Association for referrals.

RESOURCES & LINKS

breaking-upward.com — full show notes, resources, and community

@breaking_upward_divorce on Instagram  |  @breakingupward on TikTok

If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence:

National DV Hotline: 1-800-799-7233  |  Text START to 88788  |  thehotline.org

If this episode helped you, please leave a review and share it with a friend who needs it. Reviews help other women going through divorce find this show.

The conversation delves into the impact of divorce on children, emphasizing the importance of age-appropriate communication, professional support, and the quality of how parents handle the divorce. It highlights the need for honesty and effective communication, as well as the significance of professional support and therapy for children during and after divorce. The overall theme revolves around the well-being of children during the process of divorce and the crucial role of parents in ensuring a positive outcome for their children.

Takeaways

• Children are affected by sustained parental conflict, not divorce itself
• Honesty and age-appropriate communication are crucial for children during divorce
• Professional support and therapy for children during and after divorce are important
• The quality of how parents handle divorce matters more than the fact of divorce

Chapters

• 00:00 The Impact of Divorce on Children
• 15:13 Professional Support and Therapy for Children

breaking-upward.com  •  @breaking_upward_divorce on Instagram  •  @breakingupward on TikTok

If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence: National DV Hotline 1-800-799-7233  •  Text START to 88788  •  thehotline.org

This podcast is for informational and educational purposes only. Nothing here is legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation.

She had two years of joint tax returns in a box in their closet. She had signed every one of them. She could not have told you what was in them.

She was a professional with a graduate degree. And she did not know what was in her own financial life.

This episode is about that — and what to do about it.

What we cover:

Financial clarity isn't betrayal. It's self-preservation. If you don't know what's in your marriage financially, you cannot make intelligent decisions about your own life. This episode walks you through exactly what to gather, what it means, and how to protect yourself before, during, and after the process.

We get into marital property — what it actually means that assets acquired during a marriage are generally considered joint property, even if your name is nowhere on the account. We talk credit, the types of divorce most people don't know exist, the financial mistakes that will damage your case, and what to do if you can't afford a traditional attorney.

The woman who is most protected in a divorce is the woman who was prepared. This episode is about becoming that woman.

Chapters:

00:00 — The importance of financial clarity: why not knowing is not the same as failing

06:05 — Understanding marital property: what's actually on the table, including assets you've never thought about

17:12 — Mistakes to avoid: what not to do before you file, and why it matters

Resources mentioned:

Legal aid — search your state bar association's website for free or reduced-cost family law services in your area

Law school clinics — supervised law students handle real family law cases at no cost

Limited scope representation — hire an attorney for specific pieces only, not the whole case

Breaking Upward Triage Checklist — free, no account needed: app.breaking-upward.com

Breaking Upward free workbook — the full financial document checklist and 30-day action guide: link in bio

If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence: National DV Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 • Text START to 88788 • thehotline.org

Breaking Upward is not legal, financial, or therapeutic advice. Please work with licensed professionals for your specific situation. I'm Rachel Newhouse. This is Breaking Upward. You are not breaking down. You are breaking upward.

“Am I ready?” is the wrong question. And it’s the question that keeps more women stuck than almost anything else.

In this episode, Rachel reframes what readiness actually is: not a feeling that arrives, not a checklist you finish, and definitely not the absence of fear. She walks through the five questions worth actually asking yourself, why couples therapy is often the wrong move at this stage, and what it really means when the cost of staying finally outweighs the cost of going.

If you’ve been waiting to feel certain before you make a move, this episode is going to challenge that. Courage and readiness are not the same thing. And readiness, real readiness, is freeing when you arrive there.

Breaking Upward is for informational purposes only and is not a substitute for legal, financial, or mental health advice. Please consult a qualified professional for your specific situation.

If you or someone you know is in an unsafe situation: National Domestic Violence Hotline — call or text 1-800-799-7233, or text START to 88788. Available 24/7 at thehotline.org.

Learn more and connect: breaking-upward.com

Let's talk divorce. This is not a show about empowerment. It's not about toxic positivity or pretending everything happens for a reason. It's about the part nobody talks about - the messy, logistically overwhelming, emotionally nonlinear middle of divorce. What documents do you need? How do you talk to your kids? How do you figure out who you are when the life you planned is over?

I'm Rachel Newhouse. I went through this at 29, scared and financially confused, and the show I needed didn't exist. So I built it.

Breaking Upward is for women navigating divorce - or seriously considering it - who are done shrinking and ready for honest, practical, real conversation about what comes next.

This is where we begin. Remember, you're breaking up, not breaking down.

Episode 1: Why I Left

Leaving a marriage is one of the hardest decisions a person can make. But for a lot of women, the hardest part isn't the leaving - it's the years before it, quietly wondering if what they're experiencing is real, or if they're the problem.

In this first episode, Rachel talks about the decision to leave: what it actually looks and feels like from the inside, the difference between a marriage that's hard and one that's genuinely damaging, and why so many women wait so long - not because they're weak, but because they're trying to be sure.

If you've ever questioned your own memory of what's happening in your home, if you've ever felt smaller coming out of a conversation than you did going in, if you've ever wondered whether the version of your future that excites you is allowed to not include him - this episode is for you.

This is where Breaking Upward begins.